No word from any of the Scoobies since Saturday. I snubbed a birthday celebration because I wanted to meet Will instead and I think I’ve been black listed. I left a message for Kate last night, real breezy “hi, give me a call back, lets meet up soon” – and not a word yet. She’s a good litmus test. If she won’t return my calls then everyone else must HATE me. Oh well, putting in a no show is better than sitting them all down and explaining “You guys haven’t been as relevant to my life since I got back from Ibiza and meeting Will has only clarified that I want something more stimulating in the people I have around me. You are fantastic club kids but apart from dance floors and disco what is it that really bonds us?” and handing out a questionnaire or something.